Showing posts from March, 2014


Today has been a rather meh day. I'm not in the mood to do anything at all. I guess it's just one of those days. Peanut burned a CD with Lana Del Rey songs for me some time last year. I was listening to it on the way home a while ago and this one line from the song Gods & Monsters caught my attention. 
"If I get a little prettier can I be your baby?"
And I don't know why. That actually makes me feel sad. Partly because I used to ask myself the same question a few years ago. I still do. Especially on days like this.


3rd March 2014
This is going to be long.
I've been wanting to write about this for a very long time. But I didn't know where to start from.
It has been 2 years and 4 days since Luke passed away. I miss him a lot. And sometimes I feel guilty that I'm with Kyle. I guess it's because I never really had closure after our breakup all those years ago. Sometimes I wonder whether Luke is happy for me now. I guess I'll never know. A part of me doesn't want to know either.
Kyle and I went out for our anniversary dinner a few nights ago. We were searching for places and realised that there really isn't any nice place to go for dinner in JB. We did think about driving down to Singapore, but decided not to in the end.

12th March 2014
I don't think I've ever written how I met Kyle. Kyle sent me an email in 2011. Apparently he needed some help with something on his blog. I still don't believe him. It was something you can figure out by searching online. But we&#…