Showing posts from July, 2013


The point is, I feel too vulnerable when I post things here because people are way too superficial. And I know I shouldn't feel that way. But I do.


So I'm really really bored and want to go home. The initial plan was for me to stay in uni and get some work done since I'm free till 2pm. But I'm feeling so lazy I don't think I'll get anything done. And I can't go home coz the boyfriend drove today and he has the car. Ermahgerd. Next class is at 2pm.


Honestly I think I've been more lazy than busy to keep the blog neglected. Then again, I've been sick as well. There was that horrible fever in April when the doctor suspected it was Dengue. But repeated tests were negative despite the falling platelet count. A week after that I had flu over and over again.
Some time in June I went back home after nearly two years. Long story short and minus the family drama, it was uneventful. I stayed in the hotel room for my entire stay coz I was down with fever. My parents and aunts and cousins however did ask me whether I have a girlfriend when they came to visit me. I guess that question will become more frequent in the years to come. For now, I still have the excuse "I'm focusing on my studies".
When it comes to life as a medical student, I feel so incompetent. Then again, I guess almost everyone feels the same. 
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