I've finally moved to KL and this place is a mess. Mostly because I haven't unpacked my stuff yet. I think one of the things I'm going to miss the most about JB is listening to 987 FM (SG radio station) on the way to the hospital and back everyday. 

A classmate of mine messaged me a few days ago. I wasn't expecting that at all because we haven't talked for five years. There has always been this awkwardness between us ever since the first time we talked. We met during the first week in uni and I was locked out of my room so he invited me to his place which was next door. And we spent almost 2 hours talking until my housemate realised that I was missing and came looking for me. I never knew what happened and we never talked after that. 

I've had this suspicion for a while now. A relative of mine knows that I'm gay because he's gay as well. He came over the other day with pizza and started his usual train of questions about Kyle. He knows we're together so I usually let things slide. And he wasn't aware that Kyle wasn't home last night when he came over. Lately he has been more persistent on the things that Kyle likes. He had a bit to drink that night and spilled everything. I'm feeling so uncomfortable about this entire situation. If you want to go around and sleep with everyone in the world, that's fine by me. But don't come into my house and stir shit up. Kyle has never liked him ever since the first day we met him. And I'm guessing its time for me to keep a distance as well.

I'm excited and terrified at the same time to go back to uni. Because I've spent the last few years mostly in the hospital and it has been completely different.


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