3rd March 2014

This is going to be long.

I've been wanting to write about this for a very long time. But I didn't know where to start from.

It has been 2 years and 4 days since Luke passed away. I miss him a lot. And sometimes I feel guilty that I'm with Kyle. I guess it's because I never really had closure after our breakup all those years ago. Sometimes I wonder whether Luke is happy for me now. I guess I'll never know. A part of me doesn't want to know either.

Kyle and I went out for our anniversary dinner a few nights ago. We were searching for places and realised that there really isn't any nice place to go for dinner in JB. We did think about driving down to Singapore, but decided not to in the end.

12th March 2014

I don't think I've ever written how I met Kyle. Kyle sent me an email in 2011. Apparently he needed some help with something on his blog. I still don't believe him. It was something you can figure out by searching online. But we'll stick to his version that he really needed help with something on his blog. So anyway, we exchanged emails for a month or so and then lost contact. After I moved to JB last year I changed my location on the profile to JB. That was when he emailed me again and we talked for a few weeks and decided to meet. So that's how we met.

Kyle moved in to my place some time around April last year. And honestly, I've never been happier.

19th March 2014

I finished a bit early today so decided to come home instead of staying at the library. It's raining right now and I'm feeling extremely lazy. Mainly because of the lack of sleep. I was on call last night and had to go back to the ICU again at 7am. Hospital/Uni has been the same. Irresponsible groupmates and arrogant specialists.

It was Kyle's birthday a few days ago. Didn't really manage to surprise him coz a day before his birthday he sort of saw the gifts. Meh. >_> But I did manage to surprise him with a cake. Secret Recipe is so overrated. But then again, I do not know a decent place to buy a cake here in JB. 

Kyle and I went to KL a few weeks ago and we realised that we can go to so many places in KL within 10km. But here in JB, 10km won't even take you to the nearest Tesco.

I should go back to reading up on labour analgesia before I go back to the ICU at 7pm tonight. Can't wait for the holidays!


  1. Treasure the present, and no point asking all those hypothetical questions to yourself la.

    JB is really bad lo...haha...I have the feeling that there is no tree and once you get out from the house, you either get burned by the sun, bang/get banged by other cars, and rob/get robbed... Take care aiden!

    1. It's not as simple as that.

      YES! I feel like JB is the worst place to be in Malaysia. But maybe there's some place that's worse. haha.

  2. omg! sorry about Luke!
    i really wish all plu couple would stay together forever, but i guess it just isn't part of the deal of being gay, huh?

    1. I guess it partly depends on luck.

  3. on how you met Kyle i prefer to stick to your own version instead.lol

    take care

    1. hahaha. ikr! he still keeps denying it

  4. Thank you for updating us with your latest entry (:

    1. haha. thank you for reading! how are you? update me on whatsapp!


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