The topic of Kyle and I getting married came up again the other day. We've had this discussion few years back as well. For some reason, everything has happened so fast in our relationship. Kyle moved in with me 3 months or so after we started dating. And we've been living together since then. At this point, I don't see what difference it makes whether we're married or not. Because we live together, share all the expenses and talk to each other about major decisions. But something Kyle said the other day got me thinking. He said that he is not ready to get married right now. And I'm okay with that. But honestly, what difference does a title make at this point? Am I missing something?
A lack of deadlines has made me extremely unmotivated. Lazy, to be honest. On top of that, my mother is coming by next week, so that's not going to be fun either. We haven't been agreeing about a lot of things lately and I'm quite stressed out about it. On top of that, she keeps asking me about whether I plan to get married. People have been telling me that my mother probably knows that Kyle and I are together. But I'm starting to doubt that. And her faith in God is so strong that its unbearable at times. So yeah, not looking forward to the next couple of weeks. Kyle's irritating habits aren't helping with things either. I just can't stand him sometimes and honestly I feel like driving off somewhere far and being alone for a few days.
I hate it when my sleep cycle gets messed up. Kyle chose to take the earliest flight to go to JB today. So we were up by 5am. And I slept at 3am. After dropping him off at the airport I came back home and tried to get some work done but I was too sleepy. I fell asleep around 9am I think. And woke up at 5pm. Kill me. I can never take naps. So there goes any chance of me being able to sleep tonight.
We went to a lawyer's office to get some of my documents certified the other day. Oh my. The lawyer was hot! Haha. Like the hot daddy type. I miss having people around me that I can talk about with things like these.
I had a meeting at the hospital the other day about the ethics application. I got the call about it at 12pm and we were supposed to be there by 2pm. I'm not very familiar with the hospital and I'm terrible with directions. So I decided to take GrabCar instead of driving there. The first driver called me and asked me to cancel because he was "on the opposite si…